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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
- Sep 3
- Canada
- Deviant for 14 years
- She / Her
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The worlds a big place with a lot of people, chances are, you and I have many things in common :D
Favourite Books
I don't know why they ask these things
Favourite Writers
they must know no one can answer
Favourite Games
The Legend of Zelda (s)
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books, writing, painting, things :)
Devious Journal Entry
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This moment I come out from hiding and re-take-up posting. I really missed all of you, and missed DA, and missed sharing my work with sort-of strangers and mentor and missed reading work from kind-of strangers and adoring how awesome they are.
So if you are reading this, and maybe care to know my business of late, not much. I was just gazing at my writing book, about to open a page and thought "Hey, look at all of this material that no one has seen"
So little by little, I'll submit things from the past year. If you don't mind, please tear it up with your awesome.
Weight of world=slightly lifted.
I love you all so much. Do let us catch up
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Soo
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School is currently killing me as well as a multitude of other distractions, thus my complete and utter disopearance. But I do not write this to give you all excuses. I write to tell you that I feel badly for not catching up with everyone, and not getting back to my mentor, and not posting things I thought I'd write, and being too late for contests (i.e summer haze). I just feel badly in general. So I am so sorry, I cannot promise I'll return and continue with my deviantart life as I used to, but I can promise you that I may check in every once and awhile so drop me note! And please don't think that I don't care about writing and all you won
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Guh
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Ever have one of those crazy insane revelations where you're all "Well holy shit". It's like a self proclamation the makes you feel good because you have confirmed what has always been there. Example: "Ok, I'm in love with this person."
But the only bad part is after the high of the knew found knowledge leaves you, you're left wondering "What next?" That's when the insecurity of all the "do they like me back?" kicks in, and the "oh I just screwed up, they must hate me" kicks in IT'S LIKE WALKING ON EGG SHELLZ.
Ahh life, you always contiue to dazzle me ;)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!Also, thanks for the fave!
Oh you are too kind good sir!!! 
Thankyou very much
Thankyou very much Hey.
I'm writing here, because I don't know exactly what the most convenient way to give you a message would be. I sent that note, but that was a big long note full of a lot of serious sounding phrases and requests to think important thoughts and make big decisions.
(And by no means am I here to complain or air dirty laundry. I'm here to help.)
So, in your recent journal, which mentioned me and made me feel special since you felt I was worth mentioning, you said a lot of stuff was burdening you at the moment. Having been an over-burdened person myself, I want to do what I can to help you.
If at this time, you simply cannot fit writing in, that's okay. Many artists suffer greatly and needlessly for trying to force art when their creative process is just not happening. You are not a machine--if you can't crank out lit on a schedule or on demand, that is fine.
If you can fit lit in, and maybe use writing as a detox or decompression technique after a busy day, than that's Cloud 9 wonderful.
The main thing is to know yourself. Know yourself, know yourself, know yourself. Know when to admit your limits. Admitting limits is a healthy and helpful thing. Healthy in that you're not trying to push yourself beyond what you are [happily] capable of, helpful in that we can work on honest (honest meaning "true to life," not "lacking deceit") principles and guidelines for our work together.
It is fine to say "I'm just not going to be writing right now." I've kind of been in this position for a few months--I've written a few things, but mostly I hate what I've written with a sort of apathetic "You're just not right for me" feeling. It's okay to say "I appreciate what you've done, and what we've done together, and I feel like right now I should be writing on my own instead of with a mentor." I promise I won't get my feelings hurt if you tell me I'm not part of your creative process. It's also fine to say "I wish I could be writing right now, I wish I could be working with a mentor right now, but this is just not going to happen."
The thing about each of these phrases is that each is an assertion. "This is true because I am choosing it to be true." None is superior to the others--the only superior factor is truth.
My note talked a lot about processes, and organization, and clear/constant communication. What I want to say right now is that all of these can be completely extraneous to truth.
Instead of all that stuff I talked about in the note, what I want you to focus on is "What is true of me right now?" Right now ambiguity and uncertainty will work against you. Saying "I would love to, but I can't" not only frees you from that item, but also frees you from the guilt that goes along with neglecting it.
If I can get you to just analyze this base level of priorities, then I have done my job as a mentor. I would be happy to know what your decision is, once you have had time to consider what is best for you.
I'm writing here, because I don't know exactly what the most convenient way to give you a message would be. I sent that note, but that was a big long note full of a lot of serious sounding phrases and requests to think important thoughts and make big decisions.
(And by no means am I here to complain or air dirty laundry. I'm here to help.)
So, in your recent journal, which mentioned me and made me feel special since you felt I was worth mentioning, you said a lot of stuff was burdening you at the moment. Having been an over-burdened person myself, I want to do what I can to help you.
If at this time, you simply cannot fit writing in, that's okay. Many artists suffer greatly and needlessly for trying to force art when their creative process is just not happening. You are not a machine--if you can't crank out lit on a schedule or on demand, that is fine.
If you can fit lit in, and maybe use writing as a detox or decompression technique after a busy day, than that's Cloud 9 wonderful.
The main thing is to know yourself. Know yourself, know yourself, know yourself. Know when to admit your limits. Admitting limits is a healthy and helpful thing. Healthy in that you're not trying to push yourself beyond what you are [happily] capable of, helpful in that we can work on honest (honest meaning "true to life," not "lacking deceit") principles and guidelines for our work together.
It is fine to say "I'm just not going to be writing right now." I've kind of been in this position for a few months--I've written a few things, but mostly I hate what I've written with a sort of apathetic "You're just not right for me" feeling. It's okay to say "I appreciate what you've done, and what we've done together, and I feel like right now I should be writing on my own instead of with a mentor." I promise I won't get my feelings hurt if you tell me I'm not part of your creative process. It's also fine to say "I wish I could be writing right now, I wish I could be working with a mentor right now, but this is just not going to happen."
The thing about each of these phrases is that each is an assertion. "This is true because I am choosing it to be true." None is superior to the others--the only superior factor is truth.
My note talked a lot about processes, and organization, and clear/constant communication. What I want to say right now is that all of these can be completely extraneous to truth.
Instead of all that stuff I talked about in the note, what I want you to focus on is "What is true of me right now?" Right now ambiguity and uncertainty will work against you. Saying "I would love to, but I can't" not only frees you from that item, but also frees you from the guilt that goes along with neglecting it.
If I can get you to just analyze this base level of priorities, then I have done my job as a mentor. I would be happy to know what your decision is, once you have had time to consider what is best for you.
Happy Birthday! 
Oh you're too wonderful, thankyou very much
Omg, Thankyou so much, I'm not sure if I deserve it due to my many disopearances, but thankyou a million, its a real honor